i should draw something. but nothing in my mind. i dream some strange things, but i can't give them back in paper... if you see what i mean... >__>"
im so depressed nowdays. pff, i hate everything XD but really, and everybody seem to realize it. and my grades in school are sh*ts. today i skipped the last lesson. I have never done it before!!! but i did it so easily like i always skip lessons but i'm not. this was my first time XDDD oh my gosh, i hate school. really much. it is sooooooo annoying. everybody. the teachers the classmates. tch. -__-"

ahh and i was at home for 5 days because i "was ill" and i read a lot of drama manga. ahh fuck, I am just a masochist. [link]
~ Koizora (manga+live action movie)
~ Watashitachi no Shiawasena no Jikan
And I read some shoujo manga, but i feel more lonely and hopeless, because i will never find love XDXD ..........................

so what should i draw? maybe i will do another free-commission thing. i dunno. we will see...